الثلاثاء، 31 مارس 2020

End of The Fuxking World



Let's not watch the news

Lay your head on my chest, your
Favorite Spiritual playing on
The fake Gramophone.
This, too, shall pass, my love,
And We will bask in the sun light,
Soon
Live until we are old grumps 
Have hot chocolate 
While watching the sunset from
The back of your car, and 
I will whisper in your ear, that 
I love you, dearly. See, I
Have always Differed that confession until 
The moment was right :
The moment will never 
Be right,  one has to hold it
By the throat and make it
Surrender, my love, and 
While some things are better 
Left unsaid, others are 
Always best when they are 
Told in the 
Spur of the moment, this 
Moment is ours, and the 
Night is young, this moment 
Is ours, let no wild petals 
Rest 
On your tongue.



الثلاثاء، 17 مارس 2020

Slurpees


09.01.2019

And I followed the stranger in white rags
To the gateway of the dark place, he had
Disappeared into an ocean of faces by
The time I gathered my
Scattered thoughts and tied my laces
He must be living
Inside
That grand castle of loneliness stuck out
Like a grave in
A flower garden
I stood motionless, fist clinched,
Fingers hardened
On the last bit of disquiet he
Didn't need, lord of the flies
Open the door, please
Let me in, please
I'm not one with this savage world
I've cut all my ties with the past
I saw you, a living ghost, that didn't
Care, I saw you, when no one
Else dared look your way,
Take these tokens of short-lived pity, please
I'm also a stranger, my fingers hurt
It's cold out here
It's too heavy to drag this and walk away
I just want to talk, you
Know how to drift through
This mess without stumbling on
Shreds, you must know how to fix
Things without hurting
Yourself,
Don't you ?
Don't you, Achiless ?



السبت، 7 مارس 2020

أغنية السقوط

لم لا نكتب أغنيات المجد عن 
الجبناء ؟
عن رماة الراية في منتصف الطريق
عن الزاهدين في لذة الوصول 
عن باهتي العينين ،عن تشابه الفصول
عن المترنحين ساعة العزم، هذه أنشودتي 
كتبتها بعد محاولات للنهوض كثيرة
ساقاي تشكيان و هي كسيرة
 أناظر الصحب يتوارون بدخان المسيرة

ألا يتعب الإنسان من الصمود ؟

ألا يكل متن المرء بعد بضع محاولات للنهوض ؟
ألا يهن العظم بعد العثرة الأولى ، و يصبح الربوض
 
غاية الكادح في أوج عناءه
 
هل من خزي في احتضان الهزيمة
و التمرغ في عبير الخيبة 
النظر الى السماء من مرقد العجز
تداخل الأصوات و همسات الغرباء، رائحة الشتاء


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