I respect that about you, a great deal, your classic chivalry.
Despite all the differences that I say they mortify me as I lol while secretly meaning it in all earnestness, for you know I can't lie to save my life, I will always respect you for being an honest person.
Honesty is a collective term, see, and I mean your having an honest heart and an honest gaze. By conscious choice. Your actions speak for your intentions, and they are as clear as a summer day. And you have a very curious way of saying what you want without resorting to metaphors and lengthy expressions : you just look at someone straight in the eyes without faltering.
You make it look so easy to be an open book.
I fail in that regard, seeing how much of a coward I am, ranting on a cyber blog with all the passion I've got when i don't have a single motivation to say how I truly feel towards someone.
When I speak, I utter no lies.
But I steer away from bumpy conversations. sliding on a paved road of small talk and casual inquiries.
It's easy not to lie when you never have to.
But you don't bother protecting yourself, as I've seen. And I love you, your existence, infinitely for it.
I love your person beyond all bounds for being a walking sunflower, with petals so expendables, and seeds benevolent.
You get my silly metaphors by now, I trust. For I lost the ability to speak in an intelligible manner long ago.
Even when it takes its toll upon you, your young body, and young soul, you still choose to get slapped by the vileness of this world over and over.
And over.
Because you don't have it in you to step and trash. Though you argue that man is "inherently bad", I don't see it that way.
Goodness exists, and part of it resides within you.
Do you know how many men in the world are like that ? quite rare.
PS : I know, I appreciate people a lot in here recently, it's because I've been blessed and I've got to bless back.
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